I'm trapped in this memory, when I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react. So even though your close to me your still so distant and I can't bring you back.

Living dead isn't zombies, vampires or any other mystical creature. It's being trapped inside yourself, lost in the darkness, numbly going through he motions of life.

L o v e is the slowest suicide....
But I'd commit it for you.

Just pull the trigger,
And I'll be gone.
Give me that knife,
And I'll erase myself.
Hand me a noose,
And I'll tighten it.
Push me over the edge,
And I'll take the fall.
You chose this path,
I was not wanted anymore.

It's not worth it, I'm just the once who should disappear.

I think I've finally snapped Jasmine pushed me WAY too far. The last two months or so have been eternal misery filled with depression, stress, illness, insomnia and suicide thoughts. Well I'm sick of it I want to return the misery and take the sword of karma.

My plan:
Walk up to Jasmine in front of everyone and say Congratulations Jasmine!...You officially becoming the new Jade" *Insert slapping condom in front of her* "Here I thought this should be a suiting gift for when you decide to take the last step. You might as well be safe."

In all honesty as cruel as it sounds I want to destroy her, take her off her high thrown and humiliate her. This isn't just for me, it's for all the times she called Cody gay, told Rylee she was a pathetic fly to squash and for when she tormented my best friends Miranda before stealing her away. Jasmine was warned to knock it off and told that I can be a bitch. But she wanted to play so let's freaking play. I don't care what happens after this.

I have an addiction to that drug;
The deadly temptation of your love...