So I have to admit, there is just something about you that calls to me. You are like a child when you light up with that smile. But I know there is another side to you that I haven't seen yet and I hope that I can earn your trust enough to see it.

It's like a drought or a flood, nothing or everything. You completely fucked me up. If I give in, and I remember, which almost everything makes me...then it comes rushing in and I feel everything. The anger,the pain, the sadness and more, it's just empty though. But when I ignore it, you...there's just, nothing. I'm numb.