This has to be my subconscious talking, and it probably isn't even true....but a thought crossed my mind when I saw this thing on Facebook everyone had become a fan of 'He Likes Her, She Likes Him, They Don't know. But Everyone Else Does.'. I thought maybe uhm....[even typing this makes it sound stupid] that, that might be how it is with me and Cory, we both like each other we just don't know it, we only deny it, but then everyone else knows and no matter how much our friends shove us towards each other we choose not to see. Damnerz! Maybe I'm caving and believing my friends who all but yell at me that he likes me! I don't know I just don't. But I actually wish it were like that but who know. Maybe just silly thoughts.

Among the differences in spelling between Canadians and Americans I find Canadians like to replace the letter "F" with "Ph" in certain words. So today in Science whilst the teacher spelled 'Sulphur' today with the proper Canadian spelling rather than 'Sulfur' the American way, I got to thinking....Fuck, that's obviously to American. So lets do it the Canadian way so Fuck=Phuck! LOL

Hahaha...haven't done that in like forevers! I never thought tobogganing could be so much fun but apparently it's a total blast. It's changed a lot since when I was little and went all the time with my friends. There only used to be about 3 or 4 types of toboggans like crazy carpets, flying saucers, GT's and the weird sled thing. Now there are SO many it's quite confusing, GT's and crazy carpets are like so rare you can't find, saucers come in about a million different styles and there's weird sleigh things that bend. Not to mention the obscene boosted seat like thing with a handle that you may sit on whilst holding your feet up to slide down a hill. Well even with the changes it rocked. Especially the epic fail lol. Apparently my wicked batman sled doesn't like me and Miranda we piled on it and slow mowed like 8 feet down hill and came to a very dumb stop unable to go over the jump. Then Ethan, Miranda and I held a rope while going down on our own separate toboggans and Ethan fell half off and got drug behind us. I fell off my flying saucer from laughing too hard at that. Lastly we all tried the really big jump in the middle of the trees and apparently my total wipe out was hilarious. And I tried to "Kill" Ethan aka I just pushed his sled so he'd go faster and get more air off the jump. Now next week we are all going again and making Danton go off the jump....blind folded he'll totally scream like a little girl. I think I'll probably invite Cory too.

I must ask, who is the person that came up with this brilliant idea of Valentines Day? Maybe most people think that they need one day specified each year so that they may show their true feelings towards loved ones. But to me it seems that you shouldn't need one had stuck on the calender each year to give you the excuse to go all out, why not do it on your own? Randomly come home with flowers for the one you love, just because you can. Say "I love you" whenever you get the chance. Sure one day of absolute love sickness is wonderful but why not all year, any day?

So adults always try and say that it's better to be the bigger person and step up, but do they ever think about the consequences, the negative ones? Like how about the other person being an immature bitch and punching you? Cause well it apparently does. I mean seriously we're in high school and should be grown up enough to handle getting along and maturely talking our problems out. I realize I messed up a bit getting bitchy but I was sick and tired of being pushed around by Jasmine and having her get off looking innocent. So I went up apologizing saying I didn't want to be a bitch to her anymore and that I thought it would be so much better for everyone as well as easier on us if we just got along, so why didn't we have a truce. Jasmine talked a little and I listened then suddenly Jasmine popped a question asking why that all happened and I answered her after her persistence. And the fucking bitch punched me in front of everyone in the gathering area, the busiest place in the school at noon might I add. I wasn't going to do anything and I was hurt, humiliated and shocked but Ms. Burger took me to the office saying that it wasn't right that the other girl hit me. So Jasmine got suspended and I got applauded for being the mature one and handling the whole situation well. But Jasmine said to admin she wasn't even sorry.

Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the trust is, its not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.

Uhm...Ethan is daring. Yesterday he wants me to sit on his lap today well he, screw it I'll just type it all. He stole my vitamin water and I tried everything to get him to give it back. I begged pleaded and said I'd share it with him anyway. Ethan would not give so finally I told him I would kiss him on the cheek if he gave me my vitamin water back. No big deal cause he's my guy friend, I trust him and I've kissed him on the cheek before so ya. Well he give me the water so I have to keep up my end of the deal. I go to kiss his cheek and at last second Ethan turned he head and kissed me! I pulled back and turned totally red. I can't believe he did that. Everyone thought it was funny. Miranda even went and congratulated him after. At least he's a good kisser buy I learned my lesson. I just never expected him to do that. Deep down I wish it was Cory.

Hahahaha! Jada's thought process:
Me: "Go to hell in a hand basket Colin." -Clicks price gun-
Me: "I'll carry it Colin." -Click-
Colin: "Did you say my name?"
Me: "Oh hey Colin." -Click-
Colin: "Why did you say my name?" -Confused look-
Me: "Shut up Colin." -Click!-
LOL

WOW! Oh my god best day ever. The game was great, and Cory played hard and damned good (looking hawt the whole time). I never though a basket ball game could be so exciting, and whoever says it isn't a contact sport is wrong. Damn those boys get right up in each others faces and shove each other for the ball. They also jump REALLY high and snatch the ball before it manages to go into the basket. I'm so glad Miranda and Jordan came with me to, except for the part where they teased me calling Cory my boyfriend when he is so just a friend.....well for now. And it was totally embarrassing how just as the game started Jordan had my camera and was taking pictures and she made a point of zooming in on guys butts and totally tried getting a picture of Cory's for me OMG the perv that she is. And since Jordan gets quit loud I'm pretty sure Cory's dad who was sitting two rows up and a little bit over from us heard. Even after she stopped when I pointed him out a couple time he'd keep looking back smiling, laughing or shaking his head at us lol. And apparently during the warm ups Cory kept glancing up at me and stuff so cute! And then there's Miranda "Good choice he's hot!" and telling me "When are you going to notice the signs he likes you?" And I'm so happy the Huskies won! Cory was so happy and I absolutely love his smile. After his team was done shaking hands and stuff he briefly said hi to his dad then came up to me lol. It was kute I was so proud of him and his team.