When I dream it`s so far from reality, I sometimes wish I could go to sleep and never wake up, at least not until reality has something worthwhile.

You all pull down your sleeves
Thinking you can hide the scars on your arms
She just looked at you with a sad smile
No one would think to check for scars on her heart.

I am a dreamer, therefore I write. Each word I put down brings clarity to my mind, when the thoughts blur the lines of reality.

Life isn’t about winning or losing. It’s about playing the game, the memories you make and what you learn from it.

Sometimes I think I speak louder on paper than I can with my voice. Even if I shout, the words I need to say never reach their ears. I’m mute to them. I wonder if they could read this if they could hear my voice for once.

Oh Dear, have we struck a nerve here?

I want to dance with the stars
Suspended in eternity

Last night we were having fun talking and then we brought up a serious question for at the end of our videos. Who is your hero? You all answered then looked at me, I laughed is off and said Andy Six...I guess you knew I was joking and persisted. I couldn't tell you, I was scared to say that he was still my hero. Because he saved me when you couldn't see.

Sing my heart out.

I'll be with you tonight,
Even if it's only in my dreams...

Love is a drug so addicting you'd do it over and over again, for that high, for that one person. You want it, you crave it, you need it...

Life is a puzzle that we cannot start with all the pieces, we must find them along the way. And it won't be easy, the pieces won't always fit quite right, and we need help sometimes. But it's worth all the effort because the final picture is absolutely beautiful in the end.

Don't feel like your nothing,
To someone your something.
Don't feel worthless,
Cause to that somebody you're priceless.

Open your eyes dear,
For you have nothing to fear
I’ll keep you safe here

Do not look out with searching eyes
Unless you want to see what lies
Beneath the surface there are secrets
And there is no time for regrets

She wanted nothing more but to spread her wings and fly
Instead she only fell, in love with a boy.

Make me feel like I can’t breathe, sweep me off my feet
Darling one kiss could be the death of me

It's funny how much one year can change a person and the life they live.

Hey Prince Charming, I can save myself
So go ride off into your own sunset.

She's the girl with the world on her shoulders, and she'd give anything to have someone help her balance it all.

She was a hurricane,
A beautiful disaster.

I feel as if I've just leaped off a cliff
Straight for the darkest depths of oblivion

And sometimes having no control is the most beautiful thing you'll ever experience even though it's completely crazy and down right dangerous...

These scars are a reminder of the pain.
Everything you put me through.
Just little signs of the hate
Blood flowing out and you knew

...You hurt me so much
You didn't care
All the tears I shed
And you weren't there

Just little reminders
That you never loved me

I’ll say all the right words in all the right places
As long as it puts a smile on both your faces
And you’ll never know that I’m dying inside
Because half the words were a bold faced lie
I thought that I could make it all right
And that maybe I wouldn’t be up all night
Guess I was wrong and I still care
I’m still not the right girl, as long as she is there

You may not be the king
And I may not be the maid
But darling, I am the queen
So off with the heads
Of everyone who let me down
Cause it was just too much
And words weren't enough
I rule this place,
Now wipe that look of your face
And hold that filthy tongue
Treason is a crime
And for it you shall be hung

Kiss her eyes, and lay her to sleep
Pray to the lost her soul to keep

You'll hear it either way
So listen up
Cause honey I will get through
I'll shout it out loud,
Scream it at the top of my lungs
Or I'll say it soft and sweet,
Whisper it in melody
Cause baby you should know,
I love you...

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I said I'd never let you go and I never did. I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it. If you didn't have a chance, then I never did. You'll always find me right here, have faith in me.

Maybe I read too much and dream far more but maybe that's because I'm waiting for my fairytale to come true.