Happiness doesn't mean everything in life is perfect, but rather the ability to look past life's imperfections.

He can mend my heart fast, but he can break it faster.

Well I guess all good things come to an end, or maybe I'm over thinking it and drawing the conclusions again.Well Cory said he and Heather are really good friends again. I'm happy their friends but then he said he still really liked her. That's what worries me.

And I think I've finally discovered that sometimes not being in control is the most beautiful thing in the world...

For those who don't like me, it just goes mind over matter. I don't mind and you really don't matter.

Love me without fear
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions
For a love so free....
Will never fly away.


-by Dick Sutphen

So I hung out with Cory again, he picked me up from work and we headed to Cow Lake. It was busy so I mentioned that Debbie had mentioned if we wanted we could visit her at South Fork since she was camping there. We decided to head out there, hoping Cory remembered the way. Debbie laughed and welcomed us when we arrived. And we'd barely gotten there when everyone decided they needed stuff from town like, cigarettes, more alcohol and stuff. So Deb volunteered to go get it, and Cory and I went for the drive along with her son Randy. We had fun blaring tunes and joking. Just for kicks on the way back Debbie decided to check out prices of liquor at the Cow Lake Store, it was considerably more expensive. Then we started looking at fireworks deciding to buy even more. We left adding Big Bertha and some others to the already huge pile of fireworks in Debbie's Jeep. Cory decided we would go back out to see the fireworks after supper. And Debbie invited us to stay if we wanted and said she'd set up a tent. We went back into town and in the end just ended up sitting on the couch at my house. Cory ended up kind of cuddling up to me again. Then we decided we'd better get going to see the fireworks. We got to the back door and then i jokingly grabbed his hat putting it behind my back. He just grinned, and stepped forward, so I started walking back. He closed the space between us, wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close for a hug and stealing his hat back. Only to place the hat on my head, saying this was a funner way to get it back. Then we turned to walk out and he kept his arm around me. In the end it was too stormy and wet to stay out at South Fork and we couldn't do the fireworks but oh well.