1000 Girls, Two Hands, One Epic Month

1000 Girls, Two Hands, One Epic Month

Wow I can't believe how bold he is, sure takes bravery. I really love some of the girls reactions.

I wish I knew, if you were worth all the tears that I've cried for you.

I'm feeling out of place or something. I have no clue what's going on with me but I don't know how to stop it. Since he left I don't know it's like I've backed away and put the walls up. I'm normally a very social person and hate being away from my friends but now I'd do anything to be away from them except a select 2 people. I mean yea at school I'll hang around with people but that's more out of necessity than anything else. But as soon as the final bell rings I just don't want them near me, I'll go out of my way to avoid them. I make up excuses and lie my way out of hanging out with anyone. If people texts I'm irritated and never really reply. I spend most of my time alone, reading and longboarding when it isn't too cold.

I'm frozen. Cold from the inside out. And I must admit that it isn't because it's raining and the temperature isn't at a cozy setting, it's because you aren't here. I could wear the warmest sweaters or put the heat on full but nothing could help me. I miss your eyes, your smile, but mostly I just miss you.

i have said how I think and convey some things in lyrics but right now the only way I know how to show you how I feel is with them. I think that if I try to speak my voice would be lost in the chaos or I might mess it all up.

Maybe it's time to pick up the pieces again and see if I can put it all back together. It was a beautiful masterpiece, and now it's just a beautiful disaster, but I think I can't give up until it's restored.

"When you and I were getting high as Outer Space, I never thought you'd slip away. I guess I was just a little too late..."

-Shinedown- The Crow And The Butterfly