Thursday, October 14, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
It's hard to learn that one day could change everything. I mean I cam home from work last Thursday and there was Grampa getting drunk. I thought nothing of it, and helped they hysterical step Grandmother take care of my extremely drunk Grampa. i even went and cleaned up all the mess outside after everyone had left. It was terrifying to see my Grampa that drunk though. And the next morning I got to find out why, he lost his job. I'm scared. I don't want to have to leave this place because we run out of money. I sit here now in my room and think about how I took everything for granted, but I'm still mad. Everything around me no matter how familiar it should be is unfamiliar and it's like I don't belong. And the worst part besides not knowing what's going to happen is the fact that I want Cory..and I don't really know why..
Monday, October 11, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Friday, October 1, 2010
Dear Self;
You know you need to take the time to take it easy and just not think about things sometimes. You have to remember that you did what you could and some things couldn't be chance, nor could they be helped. Try and remember that life will still offer opportunities but you will have to take them. Sometimes it can all start with just that one small step, so don't hesitate or it could be too late and you could miss the chance. Only look back to remind yourself that it happened and you made it through, don't spend time regretting what you could have done when you were there. Think about what you can do now that you are here. Never be afraid to make mistakes cause like everyone else your aren't perfect and that is okay. Keep on moving forward when others reach out to pull you back. If they wish to drag themselves down, you may lend a hand but keep yourself resting in those stars. There is so much ahead of you that you have yet to discover, life has surprises and hardships but each will let you learn new things. So keep open eyes and an open mind. Share with others but not too much. Take the time to listen and enjoy....
You know you need to take the time to take it easy and just not think about things sometimes. You have to remember that you did what you could and some things couldn't be chance, nor could they be helped. Try and remember that life will still offer opportunities but you will have to take them. Sometimes it can all start with just that one small step, so don't hesitate or it could be too late and you could miss the chance. Only look back to remind yourself that it happened and you made it through, don't spend time regretting what you could have done when you were there. Think about what you can do now that you are here. Never be afraid to make mistakes cause like everyone else your aren't perfect and that is okay. Keep on moving forward when others reach out to pull you back. If they wish to drag themselves down, you may lend a hand but keep yourself resting in those stars. There is so much ahead of you that you have yet to discover, life has surprises and hardships but each will let you learn new things. So keep open eyes and an open mind. Share with others but not too much. Take the time to listen and enjoy....
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