It's hard to learn that one day could change everything. I mean I cam home from work last Thursday and there was Grampa getting drunk. I thought nothing of it, and helped they hysterical step Grandmother take care of my extremely drunk Grampa. i even went and cleaned up all the mess outside after everyone had left. It was terrifying to see my Grampa that drunk though. And the next morning I got to find out why, he lost his job. I'm scared. I don't want to have to leave this place because we run out of money. I sit here now in my room and think about how I took everything for granted, but I'm still mad. Everything around me no matter how familiar it should be is unfamiliar and it's like I don't belong. And the worst part besides not knowing what's going to happen is the fact that I want Cory..and I don't really know why..