Why can't you be here now? I'm terrified, oh so freaking scared. It's the cold grip of fear locked tightly around me and I'm all alone. Why can't you come chase away my demons? Because I need you now, I need you to do what ever it is that you do to calm me down. I need you to come make me feel safe. I need my hero, I need you....You saved me, from everything including myself. And I could really use a rescue right now. I want to start breathing, and living. I'm back to square one, I can't help her, can't save her, and in turn can't do the same for me. Please....please notice soon.