When you said those words,
My heart stopped
But when all that was left
Was those words hanging in the air
You broke it.

It's baby steps in which I come to accept myself, to stop hating the way I look, and the way I am. But it's moments like these sometimes that hasten the pace of these baby steps...Like the day I went to work and I know very well that I did not happen to look my best, I had make up from the previous night that I had just lightly but not completely washes off, and I had ran a brush through my hair doing nothing more, and I threw on my work clothes. But I was called pretty. A regular customer had her kids and before leaving she said "My kids think your very pretty". Yes it's one simple thing but it made me feel a lot better.

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Let's lie beneath the stars listening to the soundtrack of our hearts.

I hope your dreams take you...
To the corners of your smiles,
To the highest of your hopes,
To the windows of your opportunities,
And to the most special places,
Your heart has ever known.

It feels like ice is in my veins, and I wonder if I've ever been so afraid.

It's hard to learn that one day could change everything. I mean I cam home from work last Thursday and there was Grampa getting drunk. I thought nothing of it, and helped they hysterical step Grandmother take care of my extremely drunk Grampa. i even went and cleaned up all the mess outside after everyone had left. It was terrifying to see my Grampa that drunk though. And the next morning I got to find out why, he lost his job. I'm scared. I don't want to have to leave this place because we run out of money. I sit here now in my room and think about how I took everything for granted, but I'm still mad. Everything around me no matter how familiar it should be is unfamiliar and it's like I don't belong. And the worst part besides not knowing what's going to happen is the fact that I want Cory..and I don't really know why..