So I've looked back at older posts and thought about how things were back in September and stuff. I noticed the tone has changed, and so have I. I'm not the same girl I was I'm not as naive or ignorant. Sure I miss the times back then I was blind to how things could be and of course I miss the stupidity. But hey I grew up, I changed and I am me because of it. Sure it took some hard times and days that I have no idea how I survived, but I made it. :]