Wow...I guess I've never really been hit so hard with feelings. I've thought I've loved, I've thought I've crushed...and yea I've liked Cory for a while but yea. I get so nervous thinking about talking to him about that one topic that my stomach knots up and I get major butterflies. Last night I thought I'd be sick I was so nervous. But thinking about Saturday calms me. Like when I got him on the Merry Go Round lol, that was so funny. He said he couldn't believe it, and I still can't. Or the time when after the kids kept grabbing my butt and putting their hands in my back pockets and he told me to tell him if it happened again and he'd tell them to "Watch their hands". Gawd I want so much just to go back and relive it all.