Right now I feel lost among the days. 29 days since I last saw you, and I miss you. 18 days I've worked and missed out on so much so far this summer. 7 days since my phone filled with all the messages that made me smile decided to die. And even the days stretch ahead. 4 days until my goal is a beginning reality. 9 days until I take on house sitting on top of my job. 14 days until I can think about getting away from this town. And finally about 33 days until Summer will become a distant memory.