I've never felt so lost. I feel alienated in my own group of friends, the place where I had always felt safe, where I belonged. Everything was just fine walking into the home ec room with Mir but then Jasmine was there. And she like hung off Mir, and it seemed like it was perfect that way and I just didn't belong. Never have I felt like such a high wall was between me and my best friend. It hurts so much.